lololol

for the record, if you think being a whiney bitch all the time and saying how much you 'raarrr hate me so much!' will make me go cut my wrists and cry in the bathroom, it won't. sorry, but it really just shows me how much time you spend thinking about me anyway. (:

i honestly can't think of a person i 'hate.' i dont hate anyone.

there's people i don't want to talk to, but i don't hate them. i'm just indifferent to their existence.

the funny thing is the people who just 'grr hate me so much' for some reason seem to be trying to make sure i know. which is cool, but it's just like really? if you're ssssoooo determined to make me think you don't care, then um, stop caring... :D because you do, obviously, enough to let me know.



beside all the dumbfucks i have to deal with every now and then, everything else is pretty super. (:

i'm already talking to columbia reps and i'm pretty sure that's where i'm going, the area by lincoln park.
i've also gotten a few requests to intern with coordinators for lollapalooza, or even warped or ozzfest my freshman year.
i'm applying for 3 writing scholarships and one art scholarship. i'm taking piano, guitar, drums, ballet, and next summer, i'm even gonna break out the violin again.

so i'm obv. really pumped that i'm actually already starting to get to do what i've always wanted to. not many people get to actually see themselves go through with plans they've had since 7th grade.

anyway. it'll be fun to see all the other people who wanted to get out of lincoln (but are too lazy to do anything but smoke and eat doritos all day) end up getting stuck here.


oh and shawniqua's pretty amazing too. (: ♥

>:D

i haven't done anything with this for a few weeks. all i really have to say is, yay obama. i hope you do good and i hope i don't end up hating you like i did dubya. but i think since you have an IQ over 26 we're safe. shalom.

remember this?

Ok. So, which of your band mates is most likely to accidentally stick a fork in a toaster?

Frank: Mikey

Gerard: Mike, yes.

Mikey: That would be me.

And who would yell 'Hey! It's still plugged in!'

Gerard: I would definitely be the one yelling. I think we're all very protective of Mikey for things like sticking forks in toasters.

Frank: It's funny because when we were recording, me and Mikey lived together and I would go to Gerard after and be like, "I can't believe he did this today."

Mikey: Yeah, I would leave the tea on overnight.

Frank: God forbid that kid ever lives alone.

Gerard: He had to promise he would watch him because he likes to do this thing where he'll take a heater into the shower and plug it in..

Frank: Oh god..

Gerard: ...and there's water everywhere

Mikey: I did that one time..

Gerard: What about the times with the radio?

Mikey: Yeah...

Frank: Oh god..a heater?!

Mikey: ... I was pretty warm when I did it though.

oh and i got glasses. i didnt need them really. long story. (:

for the bulimics..

no more sticking fingers down your throat. this will do it.

i love everything.

heres what i got shawn for christmas:

who doesnt want a wunder boner?


anyway. i am so disgustingly satisfied with everything in my life right now i think im going to explode. (: i hope things are going as good for you all right now as they are for me.
for those of you who asked, im not going to collinsville cause i won't be here. aaron's going though. i think.

i need some new music too, i've been so busy latley i havent had time to look for and/or download anything good, and i have like a billion dollars worth of itunes cards to waste.

good movies too, i haven't seen a movie that didnt make me feel like projectile vomiting in forever.
and for the record, i finally watched ALL of juno, and yeah. sorry to all the scene indie wannabes who 'ZOMG ITZ MY FAVRIT MOVEE' but it kinda sucked.
ellen page says some funny things, but thats like saying someone with herpes has 'some breakout-free' days. the movie still wasnt great, and that person still has herpes.

it might've been alright, if it werent for that stupid 'we sure are cute for two ugly people' song. i know all the JUNO FANZ LULZ! out there think its 'cute' and 'original' but really, really, it just fucking sucks. the girls voice sucks, her 3 year old guitar playing sucks, the monotone tune sucks. that girl should be shot in the vocal cords.

and not only did she make that pile of shit song, she made a whole cd of awesome tuneless crap that sound EXACTLY fuckin like it, only with different, stupider words. really i want to hunt her down and stab her in the eye.

whatever, have a nice day. (:

tokio hotel sucks hairy nuts.

merry christmas kids.

never mind.

i miss my shawwn and his boogeyman face. (: